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Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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3:36 pm
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005
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5:50 pm
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so i just got off the phone with destiny askin who tyris69 is--cuz he thinks that im doin everything in my power to get destiny back when all ive done is try to find out what i did wrong--im ####### hurting more then anything and im gettin blamed for being the bad guy--i really really really want to go to the play with destiny but she is goin with her mom insteed--which isnt a problem--but when i think about that i could have been there if i didnt do what ever i did--it burns like i never have before...
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5:16 pm - help me
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so i thought i was a good boyfriend--i did every thing i could to do my best---i have no idea what i did wrong can anyone tell me what i did????? i dont kno what i did but what ever it was i can see it--i was watching destiny today and she seems soo much happier and better with out me--so to destiny im sry for holding u back for 8months...
current mood:  hurt
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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10:06 pm - songs
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I handled my business, cus it' work before play, don't look for trouble, but I'll serve you gourmet
however you want it, you can have it your way, you #### my night up, I'ma #### up your day
bullet with your name, sendin' it your way, that goes for anyone who walks through that doorway
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I don't speak, I float in the air wrapped in a sheet
I'm not a real person, I'm a ghost trapped in a beat
I translate when my voice is read through a sismograph
And a noise is bred, picked up and transmitted through Royce's head
Trapped him in his room, possessed him and hoist his bed
Till the evilness flows through his blood like poisonous lead
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Face to face, out in the heat
Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry
They stack the odds still we take to the street
For the kill with the skill to survive
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I'ma only sucker punch and swing without warning
and swing to knock somebody's ######' head off, cus I know if they get up, I'm get a chance to let off
another punch, I'm punk rock, no one's punk, don't give a ####, White-Pac, so much spunk,
when I was little I knew I would blow up and sell a mill, or grow up to be Atilla, go nuts and be a killer
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If I, were to die, murdered in cold blood tommorrow, would you feel sorrow, or show love, or would it matter?
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Six million ways to die, one more is a plus I revolve like revolvers and answer all challenges
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battle scars and caskets mutiply, mother ####### die, dont ask y, when thugs cry, we dont shed tears, we shed blood, so u still want to be a thug, when thugs cry
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I ain't tellin anyone you #####
I ain't tellin anyone you gettin extored
It ain't over....
I've been patently waitin to BLOWW
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my show
This is my life, my pain, my night,
Now that I'm back, you can't sleep
I'm a nightmare huuhhhh
You hired cops to hold you down cuz you fear for your life....
current mood:  moody
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9:36 pm
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So there is this one guy in band that i hate more then anything--he will sit there and flirt(spelling?) with destiny and hit her butt and stuff and it bugs the hell out of me but when i talk to her she gets all upset about it--then says i need to let it go--what should i do?
Sleeping eyes sleep awhile
And let me get to know your language
If i believe all i see
I would hate to be around for the dawn
Sleeping eyes stay awhile
And give me some cause to rejoice
A parody of the scene
Where my three wishes were granted to me
What you got buried? in your backyard
What secret do you sleep with when the black moon come
Sleeping eyes please come clean
I'm not giving you the third degree
When you live with no man's time
Ain't it hard to find some peace of mind
Sleeping eyes don't you cry
And don't pretend this is not an ending
Your history yes it seems
Has been swept out with the leaves
current mood: uncomfortable
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| Monday, March 7th, 2005
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6:47 pm
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so destiny is really up set and says she doesnt kno why. she is all sad and im tryin to be there for her the besti can but like tomarrow is are 6month and we cant really do anyhting, cuz she has to get her sister from the bus stop and i cant come over because her mom just started today working over time. and neither of us can drive. so we cant do a whole lot and she wants it to be speicle and i dont kno what to do. i wish i could give her everything she wants and make her all better but i cant. and i really want it to be spiecel for her but im having trouble thinking of stuff and she said if i got her anything she would feel bad for not getting me anything, so does that mean i cant do anything romanic like or what? i dunno but i would do anything to make tomarrow sooooo speical for us. she means so much and i hate it whens she is said because it leads to a fight or her crying because of stuff goin on in her life and i wish i could make it all go away but i cant do everything no matter how hard i try....
current mood:  crushed
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| Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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12:21 pm - somethin doesnt feel right
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i feel like down--like i dont kno y but i just dont feel happy--like it just over came me--its not like im goin to do anything but like i dunno just feel like im over whelmed with stuff--like i have hell h/w and cant do any of it till my mom and step dad come home because of some gay parent guard thing that wont let me look up a holiday on a spanish contry for my report how gay is that--then my mom calls me from work and tells me i should just finish my eagle merbadge so i can get my eagle sooner but i just dont feel like doin it right now--i mean i got like 2 years to do it whats the hurry?--i dunno--but somethin really nice is that my lil bro is in arizona for the week so thats tight--and destiny got to come over yesterday and we played dutch blits--thats was putty fun and then we cuddled while we watched spider man but i wasnt really watchin because i was half asleep but it was really nice--and it was really quite in my house cuz my lil bro is gone and my mom was doin h/w and my step dad was watchen tv some wehre else so it was like just me and her--i dunno--this week has been fun at some points but its really boring bein home alone--i wish destiny could come over all day that would be awsome--me and her where talkin on the phone and came up with a way i could spend the night over there with out my mom or her mom knowin--see i could call my mom at work and tell her im goin to my dads and say that i got a ride and then walk to destiny's house will but are parents are at work and call my step bro at my dads house and tell him not to call me at my moms--then she would have her sister go watch a movie in the back room while i go up to her room--and then i would just stay there all night and if some one came up i would hide in her closet--and then the next day after her perants have left for work i would just walk home--i dont see how that could go wrong lol and i would do it but im kinda like umm i dunno lol--g2g later
current mood:  confused
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| Friday, February 11th, 2005
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6:25 pm - dunno
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sup all, nothin here. waiting to go to jason's house for some party thing i dunno--then saterday im goin to go help at the sjh and the go to the rock and to destiny's grama's house for another dinner--then sunday goin to try and hang out with destiny some more--u kno i really love her alot--im so glad im with here--she makes me really really happy--somethin funny is im on the phone with her right now and she doesnt kno im writing this hehe well g2g later
current mood:  relaxed
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